Obituary Outrage dancing under rain

do u remember me coz i cant remember u
i lie awake and try so hard not to think of u
but who can decide what we dream
and dream i do

have u forgotten all we knew, and dont we have?
u saw me murdering my love for u and touched my hand
u knew i would let go

and its not easy to describe the person i miss
i even dont know that u exist
i see a shadow but its drifting away
would any body help me to make things better?

her tears dont fall
they crash around me
and despair calls- the guilt is i dont come home

so easy but so hard to take to lose again
dont wanna see u suffering but im to blame
but who can decide if we fall
and fall i do

it is not easy to describe the person i miss
i even dont know that u exist
seeing shadows swallowing the light
can any body help me to make things better?

theyve tried to fix me
but im not broken
so leaving home
no one told me
ur not breathing anymore
so i walked away and closed the door